Gosh...Recently mees been getting some 'get off your butt and update your blog please so I can read it' commands from a certain person and methinks that me should.
aishk~ Sometimes you just have a mountain-load of things to say, but somehow or rather you just can't find the words to express them.
But I'm going to try anyways. :)
A few sunrises and sunsets ago, the annual band committee-members-changing-meeting or something like that was held. The point of the meeting was obviously to change committee members.
W-E-L-L...what I really felt like was like an outsider. Even those alumni probably felt more at home than I did. Why? I can't really say the reason. Or reasons. I guess it's because my days in the band are seriously numbered. Or the stress of exams. Or normal teenage stuff. Or maybe all of the above. Or maybe I'm schizophrenic and I'm actually a dictator plotting to take over the world.
I'm sorry, if I can't blend in with you guys. I tried, but I guess I'm tasting failure.
To my junior students. I'm sorry if I'm not that great as you guys expected. Practice harder and you can terrorize your own juniors someday.
To everyone else. I'm sorry if i think that you don't understand me, and it's fair to say that I don't understand you all either.
Which reminds me of what a senior said to me.
'It's just a phrase,'
and following that,
'it gets worst when you hit senior.'
......prediction? Thanks Oh Optimistic One.
Er...yep. I guess that's what I'm feeling at the moment. A weak attempt to put it into words...But sometimes less is more. :)
heh heh...really emo-fied blog update..hope those rainy days pass soon...
and I can see my sunny skies again.
That's all folks, happy reading :D
