Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Anxiety

Something's  wrong My arms are shaking uncontrollably I can't relax Feeling lightheaded And also really hot and flushed And I've completely refrained from using punctuation marks Not to mention making some serious typos due to reasons above What's happening it only started around 10 pm Due to many years of experience I think I'm either a) sick or b) really really nervous

And it's really weird because the only thing I'm nervous about is 

BAND PRACTICE TOMORROW

And it becomes weirder because

why should I be nervous of 1 band practice???

It's not the typical 'taking-your-report-card-with-your-parents-on-report-card-day' nervousness It's 'unexplainable-hungry-at-weird-intervals-hot-flushes-weird-arm-shaking-lalala-can't-really-elaborate' nervousness

omg omg omg omg

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hope nothing goes wrong in band practice tomorrow

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:(  unease


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