I wanted to blog about this for a very very long time, but being the busy (or rather lazy) person that I am.....
WEll anyways
I am currently stuck in a state of can't laugh can't cry...or 哭笑不得 for all those people out there who understand chinese.
Happy with our friendship
But sad because we're just friends
It's better to be friends and stay together, than to be lovers who risk the possibility of breaking apart.
But sometimes I just can't stop wishing...
-can't laugh can't cry-
So it's exam time now...and like all other students I'm studying =)
Hope to get better grades this time, compared to my frucky (its freaking+sucky don't get me wrong) grades at the middle of the semester.
I'm really into studying and all, yeah I'm not joking studying is fun! (nerd haha)
BUT MY BRAIN HAS OTHER PLANS
kakaka
for example: obssessing over a certain *ahem ahem* someone in.......somewhere
haha! One of the fantastic good sides is I get to see him daily; The bad side is: I get to see him daily = =
kekekekeke
[incapable of typing anything really useful except onomatopoeic words....kekeke]
*When the moonlight fades and twilight approaches, that's when I'll see you again*
nice eh? Thought of this during BM exam....haha....got to finish those 40 minutes somehow~ =)
It's not really that romantic actually...school starts at about 7:30am and I leave around 6:30......but hey thats twilight for me =D ....and that's when I get to see him again....
XD
I may not stop you from falling, but I can try to stop you from going over.
I may not stop you from losing hope, but I can try to give you reasons to be happy.
当初是什么使到我们成为朋友？
是真正想要有这份友情，还是为了别的原因？
当我心情最低落的时候，你觉得我的问题不重要。我有这样对你吗？
你说过很多伤到我的心的话，你有察觉过吗？
我所面对着的困难，你懂吗？
当你有难的时候，我会尽量去帮你。你会这样对我吗？
当我有福的时候，我会第一个与你分享。你有这样对过我吗？
当你向我诉苦的时候，虽然我帮你解决不了，但我会尽量去听，明白。当我向你诉苦的时候，你有这样做吗？
你，了解我吗？
也许你已经付出了你的最多，是我要求太多了。
或许我在欺骗我自己，其实你是个很自私的人。
My friend, will you be there for me when I am down?
Will you help me up when I fall?
Do you even understand me at all?
I treat you as my best friend, do you do the same?
不管以后怎么样，
不晓得你会不会看到这份留言，你知不知道这个部落格的存在，
如果我们不再是朋友了，
我会记得
我们曾经，现在 所拥有的美好回忆
友情。
What you gonna offer now?
**Be The One--The Ting Tings
最近咧。。。常常会去听这首歌。。。
为什么呢？
哈哈 当然是因为某某某某人的某某事情啦~
歌词的意思应该很清楚吧。。。哈哈 =)
最近，初三礼发生了很多事。以前的我，会为此感到很烦恼很烦恼，不过现在只是麻木。
不是我不想理大家，我真的很担心，只是我很。。。。显。
答案只是那一个字：显
正在腐败的人，你们继续腐败下去吧。
生气的人，别再为无聊的事情气坏自己，很不值得。
搞事的人，毕业之前别搞那么多事情吧。你们是来学校读书的。
Class of J3M, we are called a 'class' for a reason.
We're not called :' a random bunch of strangers thrown together in the same [hot] room for no apparent reason' ok?
大家加油啦~
Part 2:
There are some people you meet at a certain time in your life
Who are best left forgotten = =
YEP I'm talking about a certain 'lets treat me like dirt cuz I'm so innocent [haha] and trusting to people'...-person
我曾经为你流泪，为我们失去的友谊伤心。
现在我发现了，
没有你，我觉得更加幸福。
没有你，我获得自由。
没有你，我活得更开心。
I'm not missing you
Well I've taken a long hiatus from blogging
And I've come back
To post more emo stuff!
Aren't my scarce blog-readers jumping for joy.
So I've officially started J3 (old news actually look at the date o_O), the so-called exam year where I have to sit 3 huge-larger-than-Big-Macs-exams that will decide my future so on and so forth bla bla bla
Bottom Line: Work Hard!
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