Whew~
Archaeologists have dug away the sand to find! A mummified treasure! By the name of! My blog ...
Yes I admit it's been ages since I've last posted something here related to whining/whining about exams. And since the exams are gloriously over!! (I know that things can't end 'gloriously' but bear with me here...) Since exams are deliciously over...it's time to throw away everything that you have learnt and mush your brains up nicely during the holidays.
So... my life so far.
As of next year, I won't be continuing my studies in HH anymore...Instead I'll be studying in a new school far far away from my comfort zone of 3 years. Well, I'm not going to lie, it sucks. Not the new school, it's the changing that sucks. After finally settling in and meeting fantastic friends, not to mention starting to understand minds of lalamuis...resident biatches etc etc...and also preparing for senior year where you can (almost) lord over all the juniors...
I have to uproot my ancient. (Little Warcraft thingie)
In other words I am a person who hates change. I mean, changing your entire wardrobe is fine by me but changing schools...argh. Goodbye friends, goodbye band, goodbye school. Sure there's fb and all but what about the joy of seeing/annoying your friends in one big class?
What about forgetting all your differences and playing music with people who have the same interest? (New school does not, repeat NOT have band *SNIFF*)
What about entering random sport competitions or activities that you know you're gonna fail but still enter for the fun of it?
When my mum announced this nugget of news I went into rant mode for a long time. But the inevitable still happens...and I guess I just have to accept it.
So my last trip with J3M was the graduation trip 21~23rd November...We played, we laughed, we cried, we had cool experiences. And I have to admit, the trip and the coming separation has brought me closer to a certain friend :) Isn't it frustrating, that just when you find a special friend, someone who you can talk to and to have fun with, and you have to leave? But still, sometimes it's not how long you know somebody, it's how you treasure the times that you spend together. I'm just glad that I could find you in time.
But it still hurts to leave you :(
Sobs to the max~!
After the trip I retreated into a general state of emo-ness, that is listening to the same emo song over and over and over again, hiding away in msn, only talking to teddy and fish XD, and self pity all around… But one can’t mope forever, and or course the wise words of teddy: ‘Stop being emo and stop hiding’ o_0
Yes, changes happen. And whether we like it or not, we have to accept it. Some may be for better, some may be for worse. No matter how much we run or hide, we still have to face it some way or another.
So Yep, ladies and gentlemen, friends and foes, THAT was a very summarized Story Of My Life So Far. I hope everyone enjoyed sifting through my ramblings. Take care and see you at the next post =)
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